I still do. I still care.

Love,
Nina.

Reminiscing. It's killing me.

Love,
Ninaberry.

It's nice & meaningful :)

JAY SEAN
Maybe

Beep, beep on
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
It ain’t right
Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it’s true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Coz no way I would’ve waited in pain

And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said

I’m always connected online
Turn facebook/myspace all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why you play it cool
But sometimes I’m hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what you’re trying to hide

And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said

Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you

And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said

Enjooyy~

Love,
Nina.

Funniest Of All!

Mom: Nin, dyou still remember Auntie Ford?
Nina: Ohhhh! Yeah yeah. What's up?
Mom: I'm going out with her tonight.
Nina: Ohh okay.. Where to?
Mom: White Town Old Coffee..

**Silence**

And both. At the same time,

Mom: Wait, what did I say?!
Nina: Ibu, what did you say?!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahah!! Mommy laughed out loud I tell you!! It's been so long since she had her laugh out loud moment :D she's so cute laaa. Yeeeesh! :P

When It All Changes

I am reminded of the song we used to sing in Girl Scouts: "Make new friends, but keep the old; one is silver and the other's gold," I graduated from high school a year and a half ago, and post-graduation, the old seemed more like gold dust - it all just blew away. My friends and I went our separate ways and made different lives with people in our new worlds. I put away my old photos and shot new ones to go with my new furniture in my new apartment - in my new life. Once in a while I would call a friend at college or an ex back home and rehash the past. The conversation usually didn't exceed ten minutes because we didn't really know what to say to each other. Everything had changed.

I believe that in life we have chapters - phases, if you will. The many faces of youth are shocking. We change from day to day, hour to hour. We love and then stop. We have best friend and now we have five. We love our parents and then hate them. We play soccer and then decide to take dance classes instead. Okay, so we're fickle - fickle like the latest fashion trend. "In with the new, out with the old," that's our motto. This way we never get bored and it's easier to move on after being hurt. The flip side is that there will be a point when we look back on the old and miss it, like we miss a pet that dies or a small house that isn't big enough for a growing family. Moving away from something is exciting, but it all looks different in the rearview mirror. While visiting my parents during Thanksgiving, I awoke to the backward mirror image of my forward life.

I called several of my high-school friends and suggested that we go out for coffee to catch up. Everyone agreed, and so we met downtown at a familiar cafe. We all looked a bit different - older, taller, thicker. We sipped our coffee drinks and chatted, talking mostly about high school, boyfriends and finals. We laughed and hugged and remembered. For some reason; talking and remembering made me feel pretty bad, and when there was nothing left to talk about, I realized that we hadn't really talked about anything. So much had happened in the last year with all of us that we couldn't possibly know where to start. I went home hat night feeling really alone and confused, and frustrated with myself for . . . for what? Changing, I guess.

It took me about an hour to realize how ridiculous that sounded. I was feeling guilty for changing? I was confused because we have changed and will continue to change forever. We all care a little less about who wore what to the MTV Awards and what the latest toy trend is. We have healed our hearts from the devastation of breaking up with our first loves. We are secure with the fact that no matter what happens, we will always have tomorrow. We have all changed in college, or in University of Life. Some of us have jobs, and some of us have boyfriends. Next year, we will all have grown a little more, and then we'll be back to share or just to smile with each other and know that everything will be all right.

Written by Rebecca Woolf

Love,
Nina.

People change.

Trip to Doha and Dubai was FUUUNNN! :D
Will elaborate more asap! (:

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Nina, talk to the hand!